B-E-A-UTIFUL!!!!!!

I just loved this pic so just put it up!!!

My Lord, My God...thankyou!!!

Call me evangelic or a preacher or crazy anything...i dont care what you think!!! But this is what i have learnt. This is my blog space and i will write what i feel like...so kapish!! heheh!

You know there is a reason for everything that happens in life, be it good or bad. These are the lessons of life from which we must learn. I have made so many mistakes in my past(for which i deeply regret) and from my mistakes i have learnt a lot. Sometimes i just dont get why God is being so unfair as to burden me with all these hardship...then i remeber that " the one one who bears the yolk best will be appreciated by God" and i understand. I have learnt to move on from my past and live my life in the present. Crying over the past wont bring you anywhere. You will just be more gloomy and spoil the entire mood. You should never live you live based on "what Ifs". what has happened, happened! Re-evaluvate your situation and think of what you have learnt from it. Sometime through your difficult times...when you feel you are completey lonely...believe me you are not!!!!! the Lord Is always with you....you just dont see it. He is seen in the flower, the birds, in your daily activity, sometimes he comes as a person(call me nuts but i 'm not)!!! So always bear in mind that you are never alone. There is someone out there(GOD!!!) who will always love you no matter what. he will love you for who you are. Your God has created you to his liking. Thankyou Jesus for loving me, for giving me courage to get through my tough times. dont let me fall on my knees, support me!!! Forgive me for whatever sins that i have done. Your mercy endures for ever! May peace be with you all!!!

Nature- njoy it!!!!!

We live in a world where life is too fast. There is no pause...no still in the remote control of life! people just dont stop to appreciate the world around them. They are too busy chasing their dream(which isnt wrong!!!). But doesnt anyone need a rest ...a break from all the tiresome work. Just take leave for a little while and enjoy the nature! look at the trees and the birds...the clouds forming different pattern in the sky...the night sky with the moon and its companions the stars....go to a remote forest and take in the fresh air. It would be a great relief from the city life. enjoy the god given gifts and be thankful to him for them!!!

I wish....

You know sometimes, when your mind is not in oder,you just wish you were a different person. You imagine your life differently...u think things would be better if u were different. One such thought crossed my mind today. i wished that i were a BOY!!!!Well i just wished i could feel what it would be like to be a boy. Growing up amongst many brothers i have kinda got an idea of what it is like. They are all out having fun with their frnds....riding on their bike...going places...they are all just so free! While being a girl i am stuck at my flat...doin nothing...wishin they would include me along with them. You sometimes tend to feel ignored(when you're an only girl with many brothers only will u understand my situation.hey its not all bad...they love and care for u so much aswell!!!!!hey i am their only sister after all naa). They are all out having fun and i just wanna be one of them i guess. Being a sagittarian...i am very restless...and i like to be a free bird and not caged.
But i am not complaining. sure being a girl has its downfall...but i am sure being a boy too has its downfall!! but being a girl i am blessed with so much. God has given me a purpose...and i am here to fullfill that. So i dont regret at all. like that the thought vanished out of my mind and i was glad it did!

Merry Christmas

Well today is christmas!!!! My favorite time of the year. i just love it...december...winter...golds,reds and green symbolising christmas....christmas spirit is everywhere!!! Cakes and wines...christmas lunches.....presents...family get togethers.....midnight mass..baby jesus...ohh its all soo overwhelming!!!!! Merry Christmas to one and all !!!!!!!!

Poem for U

Seeing those beautiful eyes like a shining amber
All your pain and sorrow go away..even your anger.
That one thing that lights your day
That gorgeous smile that makes you gay.

The glow in his face when his eye twinkles
oh you just wish you could kiss those cheeks with dimples.
And when you dont see his face
you think you must have lost what give you your grace.

And when he comes near you to talk
something inside you works up and you go white like chalk.
You feel you have to shine,
to your self you say 'cant he please be Mine'

When he stands close to you and leans down
you feel like a princess with a beautiful crown.
You just feel like holding his hand
even if those girls dont understand

Jealous eyes follow you throghout the corridor
Looking at you like you are the new matador.
But alas! why should you care
Its not your problem that they cant bare.

.....Thank you lord for such a beautiful creation.....

Those were the days...

The above picture was taking in i think 2003 or something. That was how beautiful the garden looked. How peaceful the whole place looked.It all gone now.

Visiting my old home recently i felt sad and nostalgic. the place where i grew up...so much of history within its four walls. Our old childhood days, the family get togethers, those inside jokes, the mango and guava tree, the goli game and boy oh boy cricket with my brothers!!! and now the only remanants of the past are the pieces of the house which was demolised a few days back. My eyes well up thinkin about it...my great granpa built that house. i can remember everything that happened underneath its roof.
When i visited the house, it felt like a haunted mansion. It was full of cobwebs, the corroded iron gates, leaves strewn all over the garden ..it all felt strange to me because this whole place used to be bustling with activities!!! I could still imagine where all the furnitures were...my room...my gardens...the squirrel running about...the kingfisher that always used to visit. aww well now all that is gone. But those memories will be forever cherished and it will always bring a smile on my face.