I find that I can easily express the way I feel through writing. I put my thoughts together and just write it down and a sense of relief washes over me. But the same thought if I try to put in word, before I write it down, comes all wrong and sounds odd to me itself. Now the irony is that I am not able to write anything down as I tell myself that I have no time. I usually keep a journal for myself (not like your everyday what I did journal, but the occasional, random thoughts journal!!!). But now my pages in my journal are over and I dont have the time to go buy one (or so I tell myself!!! I cant believe I am too lazy to go down over to the store and buy one...its just a 5 mins walk!!). And so whenever I want to express myself I am stuck because I cannot write it down!!!!!! Now I dont wanna write it down in some book or pages for the fear thta someone might read it ( even though it is not an everyday journal its too special for me).
And when I sit down to write a blog, half way through I get stuck and I tend to save all of them as drafts. It is such an irony that the one thing that gives me solace and helps me express myself, my writing, am not able to commit myslef to it as much as I would like to. Hmmmm.
Now I am goin INSANE!!!!!!!!!!! Argghhhhhhhh!!!
2 comments:
It is a sad situation indeed. But I think the real problem is because of our reading habbits. We don't spend much time on books as we done before. Unless u read a lot, u will lose ur creativity and get stuck at half way wondering what happened to my writing skills. My advice is (i donno i can advice u..)u better spend some time on reading books. It will help u definitely. U won't hav to go insane and all... :)
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